Hey Jess.......Must admit, I haven't followed all your adventures but did tune in at the tail end of this one and saw how it ended. It reminded me of me. Back around 1980 I was a competitive pistol shooter with the CT Army Natl Guard team. We had a very strong team and I was having my best year in all my shooting career. We were at Ft. Benning GA for the All Army National Championships. The final competition consists of a morning phase and an afternoon phase. We swept the morning phase with a commanding lead over every other team there. All we had to do was show up for the afternoon and shoot average and we'd have the national championship. You guessed it. Our team captain, a real nice guy and great shooter himself, got the relay time wrong. We got there late and weren't allowed to shoot. We lost the second phase by forfeit. That hurt. But I had a wife and 2 small kids at home myself and life went on. Guess we all take it on the chin from time to time but your priorities are in the right place and you're obviously not a quitter. Cast on.