Jess, the fish are unaware of the economic climate. Drop it down a notch within your means and give it hell. Someone of your caliber needs a stage to play on. One of the most mistated quotes by Yogi Berra is "It doesnt matter wether you win or lose its how you play the game". He actually said something to the effect that "what matters most is that your in the game". Not meant to be taken that how you play the game isnt important. Thats another subject. He meant that if your not in the game someone else is taking your place. Being in the game is what opens doors of oppurtunity.