good luck you truely have to do what is right for you and family. As much as I enjoy this site there is things in life we can do with out if it means your basic neccesities are at risk. It is unfair to judge others with out looking at yourself. With that in mind if you truely cant pay for this site and want to stay I will pay for you to stay on behalf of Connecticut Outdoors and the millions and millions of fans... good old mom and dad.. offer is there if needed. Because isnt that the true CTF SPIRIT !!!!!! Peace, love and go FISHHHH